A better day

After a few days that have been extremely difficult I have finally been able to calm down again. The emotions that come with this journey are so overwhelming that anyone not experiencing it has no idea! For some of us the days just come and go with the same monotone as the rest, and for others of us the days come and go with bumps similar to a roller coaster. When you first see that +opk you want to jump for joy, but at the same time you have to be cautiously optimistic (like I said previously), since us with PCOS can have so many false +'s. 


So finally yesterday I got another +opk that lines up with the dramatic temp drop I had taking away my CH's on FF (saying that I did not O when I/FF thought I did), and also the increased urination, and sore bb's. So here I am still stuck in limbo waiting for the next few days temps. If I did/do O today I would be due July 13th. We will see in the coming days what my temps do and hopefully I get a nice huge temp rise indicating O so I can hopefully get back in the 2ww and hopefully get a BFP at the end of this month. Oddly enough my sister was due July 13th with my nephew, Cherri22 a baby psychic said I would conceive, or get a positive test in November of this year or due the following November with a boy (I don't take too much stock into psychic's but it's just weird how everything is lining up). None of this was "planned" to fall on these days at all. I was hoping for a CD16 day O, but I will gladly take CD26, if it gets me a beautiful baby in my arms ;-). Another odd thing lining up is that I was supposed to go to a new ob/gyn for a physical and the dr's office "lost my referral" from JULY, so finally when I called they said they had to get a new referral and send it over, blah blah and then they send me my paperwork in the end of September saying that I have an appointment November 3rd which would be 13dpo, which is when they would be able to confirm pregnancy!  


Hopefully my next post you will get is a happy my CH's are back post!