So this cycle of Femara hasn't been too bad so far. I am on the 4th dose (and CD8) I have had hot flashes (nothing I am not used to lol) and then ovary pain starting on CD6 (again nothing I am unused to). I am very anxious to see how this cycle turns out since I started taking the 10mg prednisone on CD4 and then the Femara and baby aspirin added to the prednisone on CD5. The baby aspirin is still every other day and the prednisone is every night. I will ween down to 5mg of the prednisone starting on CD12.
I must admit I am a little jealous right now. There are a TON of ladies that are getting their BFP's right now. I know my time is coming and that I need to be patient. I just hope this cycle is it. I know I have said that a lot, but it's hard to not hope wish and dream of holding your baby. Don't get me wrong I know these ladies have all struggled right along with me and I couldn't be happier for them (seriously I am so ecstatic for them), but I wish I could join them in their happiness and feel what they are/have felt. I feel like some women can look at their husbands and get pregnant, I truly wish it was that easy for all of us. I just don't understand why some of us have to struggle so much. Especially when some of those people take for granted what comes so easy for them and tend to "accidentally" rub it in your face. Like I said a million times over I know I need to be patient, but I wish it came easier. Last month was a HUGE step in the right direction, but there is a lot more work my body needs to do lol!
Until then I am enjoying what little time I have left to spend with my nephew before they leave to go home (3300 miles away). Absolutely love the little guy to pieces. He is an amazing little boy :)
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