Hi ladies! Just a quick update, not too much to report here other than I am on CD6 and day 4 of the 5 days of Femara and I am HAPPY to report that I have not had as many symptoms (knock on wood) this cycle as I did last cycle. I have had very minor hot flashes at night (kinda hard to fall asleep, but I can deal), and then some mild bone pain. I woke up with a TERRIBLE pain in my left shoulder. It feels like I just slept on it wrong though, nothing I can't work through.
Had a wonderful day today with hubby. We had a couples day today since he had most of the day off and went to a movie (first time in a long time) and I am so thankful there were literally like 7 other people in the whole theater! How awesome....and Breaking Dawn Pt1 is AMAZING!!!!! I loved every second of it!
As the holidays are quickly approaching I am reminded more and more of the pain. This year is going to be extremely rough as it is my 1st nephews 1st Christmas, and don't get me wrong I truly truly love my Nephew, sister and brother in law and they are absolutely the best parents a child could ask for, but this would be my daughter's third Christmas, and I am still sitting here with empty arms. I am not going to lie it is going to be extremely rough, but I am going to do what I need to so that my emotions do not ruin his first Christmas or any one else's for that matter....I would NEVER intentionally ruin that for anyone.
Also as the holidays approach more and more people announce they are pregnant and don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy for most of them (who care for their kids, are good parents, and truly deserve it), but the ones who constantly bitch, piss and moan about their children who continue to have more....put yourself in an infertile's shoes and see if you'd still complain. Don't get me wrong, we ALL have our days, but when you see it over and over and over from the SAME people it gets old REAL quick, and those always seem to be the people who get pregnant SO quickly and so easily. Those are the people that need to take a step back, re-evaluate their lives and be THANKFUL that they did NOT have to struggle to get the 2, 3, 4, 5 kids they are constantly complaining about. I am know that I will be a wonderful mom and this time waiting and praying for my baby will make me such a better, more thankful, caring mom then some of these women who pop kids out like rabbits! Don't get me wrong like I said MOST of my friends are REALLY wonderful mothers, but some I would just like to smack reality into them!
I know that God is perfecting my little angel(s) in every way shape and form, and I need to be patient....WAY easier said then done.
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